I am at a place in my life where it is imperative that I embrace my pain, my suffering. I've been lonely since my divorce, and not living daily with my three children has been incredibly difficult...incredibly difficult. At times I have sought to fill the void with temporary and fleeting gods that lead to sinning against my Lord and Savior and abandoning His call on my life to preach. And that is tragic. Yet God's grace is bigger than my horrible decisions, and He loves me in spite of my betrayal. And that is amazing.

O how I love Jesus,
O how I love Jesus,
O how I love Jesus,
Because He first loved me!